So things are going all right. I like the strength I'm feeling, the freedom. It's strange, really, but I'm open to it. There are still so many things to resolve, so many things to "get over", but I'm doing okay.
Discovering all this strength I didn't think I had is wonderful. Discovering that I am not that person, that clingy and insecure girl, is priceless to me. I can grow up and move on, because things have to change every now and then. I'm torn between wishing for the past and excitement for the future, but the future holds so many beautiful things. I hope I can share them with him, that I can keep the treasured friendship we have shared for two years. Maybe I just need to get myself together before I can build a friendship with him again.
The winds change every day, and I'm content to let them blow through my hair.
Today is my twentieth birthday, and I think it's a very good place to start.